Getting Better

I've been dealing with getting better at handling relationships or better yet, the lack there of. I ran into a previous youth that I was dealing in on Friday night...what did I see in him? I think it is human nature that when you show somebody interest and they show interest, then without rhyme or reason blow you off - you get sucked into a self destructive spiral... why do we do this? Why do we try and try to regain attention of somebody that is either not interested or oblivious to the situation. The older I get the more I'm saying ... fuck off loser ... and moving on. That's my story and I'm sticking to it.